My friend Misty from Steak N Shake's daughter died this past week.  She was 6 years old and was born with spinal bifida.  just recently she went into the hospital for a kidney infection.  It ended up that he kidneys had failed and she needed a transplant.  She was lucky enough to get one from a relative, but it didnt take and she lost her.  :(  these were the absolute sweetest most loving people that I knew, misty had so much love for her daughter.  Not only did she lose her, she lost her grandfather a few months ago, her mom had a small stroke, and her ex wont give her a divorce even though he is with another woman and they just had a baby (that was born with the same disease).  She just really needs prayer and guidance, thanks guys!!! I love you!

i think today was possibly the most emotional day ive had in a while.  I just cried about everything.  i cried when they elected the new pope, i cried when i got a 55 on my history test, which by the way i am blaming steak n shake for because i wouldve have done better had i not been working or going to school every waking moment of the last 2 weeks!  i cried at the end of "one flew over the cukoos nest" in health class this morning, then i cried when i called steak n shake to see if i work tomorrow and he told me that he couldnt check cause they were too busy, so i have to call back, aaahhh!  But anyways, I'm going to go, I need to read another health article, then im gonna watch american idol, maybe call sns back at like midnight damn it, then go to bed!  have a great day tomorrow!! <3

wow its been a long time since ive updated.  theres not too much going on.  im still working at sns, and im going to school now, so ive been REALLY tired!  thats about it, i didnt even do anything on my brithday (today) because i just needed time to myself haha.  i did spend time with my parents and corey last night, that was fun, and im spending some time with a couple friends this week.  i have absolutely no life it seems!  aahhh!  but im going to bed, goodnight everyone!! <3

http://www3.ns.sympatico.ca/lyle_24/myhero.html go there! its *hilarious*!  lol.  It takes a couple minutes to load, LOL!

I am highly irritated because I need to go to BHS sometime to get my transcript for college.  I dont even know why I need it if I'm gonna be a transfer.  aaahhh!  But I need to figure something out before thursday and I work every other day this week!

But now I'm going to go upstairs and watch Desperate Housewives that I recorded.  It better have worked!  lol.  I had to go into work tonight and am pretty tired.  You guys have a great night!

xoxo

hey guys!  thought id update lol.  i had the worst possible night at work!  lol..  it was so busy (rare for a monday night), we only had 2 servers, and on top of it, my brother, who was on dish, WALKED OUT!  didnt even tell us!  the only thing he did was send me a text message saying he couldnt handle it anymore.  We wouldnt have even known he was gone if Amy hadnt gone looking for him cause she needed the milk replaced!  aaahhh!  lol..  So we were slammed after 8:30 when the last server left.  She had to because shes still in high school and its a school night.  So it was just me, and I didnt get a break, and i need a hug.  *sigh*  I did, however, make 73 dollars!  woo!

But thats about it, I'm gonna go to bed.  I've been sick today, i hope its nothing serious, my chest hurts and ive been coughing, definitely not fun!  goodnight!

xoxo

Hi!!    How are you guys?  I'm doing pretty good.  Nothing much is happening.  I helped mom and dad take down the Christmas decorations today.  Im still not feeling good, i dont know whats wrong with me.  New years eve was ok.  I stayed home, chatted with some people online, played games.  I talked to Corey a couple times that night and he called me at 12:05.  But it was just depressing.  Just one of those times when I was depressed and he wasnt making me feel any better, you know?  But we talked a couple times yesterday and today and it was better.  There was this guy that I was talking to on Yahoo messenger, his name is Mike, weve never met but we talk every once in a while, he sent me a yahoo messenger kiss at midnight, that was sweet lol. It was just friendly since we were both alone on NYE.  But I should go, I'll update more in a couple days, have a great week everyone!  love ya!

xoxo

some beach somewhere
there's a big umbrella casting shade over an empty chair
palm trees are growing
warm breeze is blowing
i picture myself right there
on some beach somewhere
there's a beautiful sunset
burnin up the atmosphere
there's music
on some beach
somewhere
-Blake Shelton-

hey guys!  me again!  Not too much has happened, been working, Christmas shopping.  I talked to Corey on the phone last night, that was nice.  He started talking about what to name our kids...  lol...  Like Curtis Joseph, then we can call him C.J, or Cujo, hahaha!  It was really funny!  I really think i like that name though, weird...  I went shopping with Mom this morning, then i work 5-10 tonight, and 4-10:30 tomorrow night.  Cant wait till Christmas!!  Woo!!!!  Hope you all are doin good!  love you!

xoxo

I come to a few interesting conclusions this week! 

1. I absolutely love my new layout, the picture is mary and byron from the bachelor after he proposed!  yay!!!  hehe, i added the text and everything, not all that creative, but it works!
2. Angelina Jolie is my new favorite actress, her and Halle Berry!
3. Corey is still an asshole but hes my asshole and nothing will change that lmao!  (i dont regret the way i feel for him and never will!)
4. I love my hair when it is really really straight!
5. CHRISTMAS IS ONLY 8 DAYS AWAY! craziness I tell ya!

Yeah, thats all!  lol.  I will be happy when this week is over, I am off tomorrow, then work everyday up till fri, then i have Christmas Eve, and Christmas day off.  Woo!  I worked almost 9 hours today, had my break about 5:45, ate, then my stomach hurt for a little bit, im not sure if it was because i hadnt eaten all then ate that soup or if i just ate it too fast, but im fine now.  My back spasmed last night, it was really weird, then it hurt for the rest of the night.  Gonna go now, have a good night guys!!!  love ya!

xoxo

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven surely knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
-Kelly Clarkson-

hey guys!  im feeling a little bit better this week, my headache is still there, and my stomach hurt a little bit last night, but i do have more engery, maybe it was just some 48 hour thing?  i dont know lol.  I just wish this headache would go away!  I made Christmas cookies today, they are soo good.  They are White Chocolate Rasberry, they have chunks of White Chocolate, with raspberry jam on top and they are drizzled with white chocolate, yum!  so excited!  lol!  I'm gonna go watch Days of our Lives, then take a nap, hope you all are doing well! 

xoxo

I think that when you wake up on a day that you will be sick you should be warned in advance, like a buzzer will go off or something LOL!  At least tell me whats wrong with me, you know?  I just havent felt right the past couple days, i have had no energy, ive just been laying in bed, i had to force myself to get out of bed this morning and my stomach has felt really weird, almost heart burn, but not, and i have a headache.  aaahhhhh!  lol!  I *hope* I feel better tomorrow morning, i work 12-8.  But I'm gonna go get some soup, ive barely eaten, and go to bed, have a good day tomorrow guys!  love you!

xoxo

You're like the place between sleep and awake
When dreams still feel real and you just wanna stay
There with your eyes closed
There where the heart knows
Anything can happen
It doesn't need a name
It's just
Some kind of somethin'
I've never seen nothin'
That made me feel like this
It's too soon to say forever
But we're over sayin' never
Love's a definite maybe when we kiss
And I've been passin' up every what if
For some kind of somethin' like this
-Chely Wright-